When I Turn Jet Black And You Show Off Your Light, I Live To Let You Shine

Well I love how days can start off being the best ever and then they just turn out horrible. I think that it is just a law of nature. As soon as something actually starts going good in your life and you are starting to be happy for the first time in a long time. Someone or something always has to come around and ruin it.

Went swimming with my friend this morning. Met two new friends. One is in the form of a cute white dog named Izzy and the other is in the form of a cute little bird named... Well I'm not even going to try to spell it.

Then I come home and suddenly I am labeled as a horrible person. Never can I do anything right in other peoples eyes. Well I'm sorry that when someone gets me excited for something that they have played up for a long time how can I not feel crushed when they say that it isn't happening. Then I get told that I am a horrible person and shouldn't be here because I try to tell them to stop getting my hopes up. I swear it makes no sense what so ever in my mind.

"and she's got bite marks on her tongue for all the things she never said. "

So Tonight, Sweet Dreams and Sleep Tight

I am very sorry. It has been awhile.. oops. I've just been very tired lately. Lots of stuff going on because it is summer and all.. ya know? Does anyone even read this? Well whatever I don't mind. Its just a fun things to be able to put what I do onto.

So I shall go into more detail tomorrow but at the moment I feel like I'm going to die from lack of sleep =P Just kiddinggg.

One of my good friends had a party tonight. Personally it was the most interesting one yet. Can't wait for the next one. Its like... you know you had a really good time when you can't tell your parentals what you did. Does anyone else like parties like that?? I'm not talking like booze and such... just having so much random crazy fun that you know if you told your parents they would think that you are crazy, or down right stupid.

Well good night! Love you all. I hope that you all have fantastic days =]=]

"Which is worse: the heart breaker that won't stop calling or the broken hearted that keeps picking up?"

The Whole World Is Moving And I Am Standing Still

Yesterday was a good day. Woke up with Maggie at five in the morning so that we could go work out. Went to this Pure Barre class. Let me tell you... If you want to lose weight, or get toned, or whatever, then you should take this class. I most definatly feel it today and I feel amazing! Plus the music that they play is loud and it keep you going.

Other than that I went to Barnes and Noble yeterday(BEST STORE EVER!!!) Got two books. Anybody ever read GlitterGlass?? Just curious. Drove my mom around town. No I didn't come close to hitting anoyone =P

Well today is a new brilliant day. I am off to my friends house to go swimming. I will not get sunburnt again... ughh. That was really horrible.

Well, have a fantastic day!

"I passed him over the next couple of years, we'd smile and wave. But I didn't feel a thing for him, and there was no difficult period of forgetting him or getting over him. Which made me wonder if I had ever loved him..."

Yeah He's A Looker But I Think It's Guts That Matter Most

The past few days have been lovely. I spent much needed quality time with one of my best friends, Maggie. Quite a few things happened. But I will only name a few, because I need to sleep... for once.

Number One- "I was tempted to run over her lawn." Well... I was driving today and Maggie showed me this house... and this one girl happens to live at this house. Now this girl, well, we don't like her so much. She has been pretty rude to us in the past. I said that I was really tempted to take my moms car and drive up on her lawn and ruin it. So this reminded Maggie of how when she was with her driving instructor he said that she could do that and probably not get in trouble because she had the student driver tags on her car. So that is that.

Number Two- "It was a flying turtle mosquito!" So this one... Well, I have an older brother and he had some friends over today. Some how we got on the subject of how there were suposedly once these big bugs in my basement. Who knows what my brother was doing... O.o). So then that turned into how one of the boys was in Ohio and this "turtle bug" flew at his head. So then all of a sudden this other guy jumps up and say "Look at this turtle on my phone!!". So finally Maggie than points out how she says mosquito diffrently. So then we just connected the dots.

Well I am extrememly tired at the moment. Of course we stayed up til five in the morning and then woke up at one. BUt then last night we went to bed at around three and then had to wake up at seven thirty. So yeah...didn't get much sleep at all. But it was a lot of fun =]

I think that I just lied. I think I'm going to go take a midnight shower! =D

"Live, think and act for today. Tomorrow may be too late. "

The Fish Swam Out Of The Ocean And Grew Legs And They Started Walking

Hello Hello. Happy Happy Day.

My friend and I did stay up until five in the morning and then woke up at one. Walked to go get breakfast and then did some shopping. At one of the store there were two guys working. I bought a water and it came to one dollar and six cents. The guy paid the six cents for me...then as we were walking away we clearly heard this guy say, "Well if we had more customers like those...". It was a good day. Then we were being Facebook creepers on someone that neither one of us like and saw a guy that we do like has said, "Stop talking to me. Kthnxbai." That most definatly made my day.

Now we are off to have another fantastic day together. Have a great day.



"She’s got this subtle beauty where she knows what you’re thinking but she doesn’t let you know she’s got you figured out. "

Write Your Destination In Pencil, But Your Journey In Pen

Sorry for the few days without a post. Kinda busy.

I am in the colorguard at my school and we had a mini camp for the past three days. Of course on the first day I got the worst sunburn of my life. Jinxed myself by saying that I never burn. But it was definatly fun. Got to see all of my friends for the last time that I will see them until August.

Anyone here a dancer? Just wondering. I love dancing and such. That feeling that you get when you can go into your own little world and feel completely at home. People can just look at you and see your emotions pouring from your movement. There are no questions and no wondering, just you moving through space. It is truely beautiful.

Was wondering yesterday if some people even cared about somethings. Or about me. So I decided that I would ask. They said that they did... To bad I had a hard time believe that what they said was true. So I guess that this is just one of those times where I'm going to have to wait it out and see what happens.

"And just like iPods, hearts all over the world are being played."

I'm On The Pursuit Of Happiness and I Know, Everything That Shines Ain't Always Gonna Be Gold

This weekend was a pretty good weekend. I really love the first weekend of summer.
Went up north and spent time with my Aunt and my Mom. Went shopping and got a few random little things. Spent most of the time sitting out in the deck. It was really cold though so I stayed in my brothers flannel shirt with a blanket on. My Aunts friends kid came over. He reminded me of the boy that I'm trying to get over.

I watched the Titanic too. Oh my goodness I forgot how sad of a movie that it was. Have you ever had one of those moments when your watching something and you remeber how it used to be with someone? ell thats what happened to me. I remebered how it felt when my ex would wrap his arms around me and how nice it felt. Made me kind of sad to remeber that he is now happier with my "best friend" than her ever was with me.


Anyways...I have a really fun week coming up! Fill you in when everything happens.


"If I could wish one thing, I'd hear you saying my name."

In Ten Weeks You Shaped It, In One Night You Murdered It

Well today has been an okay day =] It was the last day of school. Proud to say that I did not fail any exams even in Honors Bio!

Going to go up north soon. I really need some time to think. Have you just ever need time to think and not have anyone around you? To just sit in the peace and quiet of nature and let your mind be free. Also have you ever needed a time when you aren't tired? I realize that I don't sleep that much anyways but still? Maybe a little bit more sleep that three hours a night could do me some good?

Also never again shall I trust a person like I did before. All they are going to do it break you and hurt you. And I know that sometime the pain is worth it. But this time it was truely pointless. This person did nothing to really help me. They said that they changed and then they go right back to the way that they were before. So I hope that this person won't miss me...because I don't need that in my life. I just need some calm in the middle of this storm.

Have a great day everyone =] I will be back either late Saturday or Sunday.

"I wish I could forget you like you forgot me"

But I Hold On To Your Secrets In White Houses

Well hello! I just got this blog. Just wanted someplace to say things. Who knows what could happen with it. Just kind of thinking of it as a little experiment. =]

Been pretty busy lately with exams at school and all. I finished one today and I have four more to go. Should probably be studying at this moment...but I'm not.
Today I got my permit!!!! So I drove my dads truck home. It was...interesting to say the least?? Needless to say when we got home he had to repark it in the driveway. I couldn't get it straight and there was no way that my moms car was fitting into the spot that I gave her.

Anyways. I hope that you all have a dashing day. In two days more post will be up.(Thats the last day of school!)

"Words are the most powerful drug used by mankind."